Smile

To My Greatest surprise, one of my colleagues asked me in Office this afternoon:
Why are you smiling?
Naah! Nothing...

Nope, there must be something special. Never saw you smiling in office since you have come back from onsite. Tell me!
I said surprisingly: REALLY??

And then people saw me walking with smile; working with smile, eating with smile, thinking with smile and what not: I just couldn't help myself to NOT SMILE today.

And have you ever felt embarrassed on the road when people are staring at you coz you are trying to hide your smiling face... No No, it was more than a smile but lesser than a laugh.

And what about a scene when you are sitting at your desk for work (which anyway you are not able to do) and people are stopping by your desk to ask you: what's so special today?

Something Special? :) Yes! What might that be...
I 'Blessed' Someone in dream today. :)



JAI GURUDEV!

I Am Nothing

Knowing is Known
Unknowing is Known
Knower is Known
But I could not be known

Promises are sown
Morning arises
But at the end of dusk
Love is born
But I could not be known

Broken those seeds
Erased the dusks
Watching the glow
And Breaking the mourn
But I could not be known

Sowing is Known
Erasing is Known
Nothing to fulfill
Nothing to be torn
But I could not be known

I am the board on which she paints - I am Colorless
I am the darkness on which she radiates - I am Glow
I am the sound on which she sings - I am Silence
I am the world on which she rules - I am Universe
I am the podium on which she creates life - I am Consciousness
I am the nothing on which she dawns - I am Known

I am Nothing...

Doubt about the doubt

As the time carresses my body

Masks I wear changes, continuously and endlessly

Sometimes I selectively choose to wear the masks of my choice

But most often, masks are chosen for me

And others see my masks but not hidden me...

There are masks which I love to portray

And, there are masks which I hate to display

Yet I have least control over it everyday...

Masks here, Masks there, Masks everywhere

And life here, same life there and same life everywhere

Then who really am I referring to as 'Myself'?

The Masks I wear? Why and How Long...

I have this doubt today for my current mask

I also chose to wear current mask for this doubt

I doubt about the doubt today...

I dream of Jeannie

I finally disclose it to world today... after all I had been commanded by her to publish this post so better I should follow :)

'I had been given a Jeannie'

Yes! You read it correctly: 'I have a Jeannie' and I admit it in public today coz I don't want others to come back to me later, saying I never informed them. Well, you can call that power a Jeannie or an Angel or whatever you feel like...

Although we all had seen Aladdin commanding the Jeannie in TV serials but in actual, Jeannies don't take commands like that. And fun part is: its easier than that. As per the law of nature, I am not entitled to disclose the secrets of: 'how and when' part of this story so excuse me for that but still if you would like to get any of wishes fulfilled, try contacting me and get amazed yourself.

Those of you who are still wondering about the authenticity of this post, please don't hurt your knees too much and try contacting me to know more about my adventures with my Jeannie.

Yes! I dream of Jeannie. Again and Again :)

Kindled Forever...

Everyone said: Forget it, its your past...
How can I forget something so intimate, so personal, so near to me as I am to myself. Can I forget myself? That was me all the while...

In those moments
Flying like a cloud without boundaries.

On those roads
So colorful and Alive.

Lost with just the feeling
Dancing on the rhythms of my own heartbeat.

So what if its a past now... I still create it in present.
So what if its only a dream today... I enjoy every bit of it.
So what if its a memory now... My heart still beats the same story.
So what if those moments have passed... I had lived and still live on them.

I am so lucky having witnessed those wonderful moments which many cannot even think of. Nobody else can comprehend how I had felt and how I feel now? Only this feeling of bliss is sufficient for me and I need nothing.


This is for you O blessed soul located far far away but hiding inside me!
"If God is Love, I thank you for giving me the opportunity to feel god in my heart through you.
And if I had felt god in my heart, I bless you with abundance of love and happiness around you!"

Amen!